ugghh

i feel like im just wasting my time..

first day always suck!

actually the first week always suck!! getting let out early is always nice but not if you have a hour gap that turns into a 3 hour gap! ughh this day sucked! but im glad im home cuz i get to clean up and fix all my stuff.. anyway when i got home rhay assembled the dresser we got from ikea!! YIPPEE!!! im excited for it. lol. i hope the rest of the week doesnt go by slow... i couldnt really do anything my arm is still sore and bruised up..

soo something strange has happened.. well out of the blue.. so we'll see how that goes.. i'll give YOU the benefit of the doubt. after all you are still family... and here i was saying to myself and maybe other people.. that i just dont care anymore.. and i did think that but it was so sad that i started crying.. wtf. ew.

new year

its almost time for a new year and i really dont wanna be sick! ive been in bed drinking tea and tylenol like crazy! i hope i get better! i cant enjoy playing my wii!! haha jk but really.

but this up coming year things will be a little bit different.

moving?

so we got up early today to finish up a little xmas shopping and we found out one of our neighbors are moving.. and this is not just any neighbors.. its the loud big men neighbors. seriously. im kind of happy cuz they cause too much ruckus! anyway tomorrow is time for opening presents and i still havent wrapped mine! haha im waiting for tonight when rhay gets home. he was like ill put yours in a box and we can wrap together so you dont see yours and you can do the same too.. but what he doesnt know is that i already wrapped his haha in my home made box.. haha

ughh its only 4!.. im so anxious for rhay to get home! hes gonna be all mine for 4 days!! woohoo!!! we havent spent time together in a while.. i wanna go to disneyland lol

old days..

i really miss the good old days when i didnt have a care in the world..

just thinking....

so i just got a picture text from rhays mom and it was a picture of the front porch where she lives. it was snowing there and it looked so pretty i wish i was there to play in the snow!!

after that.. i was just thinking about mine and rhays conversation earlier about this past month... and he said.. sooner or later everything had to happen and good thing it happened now than later and everyones past it.. i dont care anymore.. my life is back to normal and im happy!

bored

everyday rhay asks me what are you gonna do today and my answer is.. nothing.. seriously i dont do anything now that school is over and its soo boring!! all i do is vacuum, dust, watch tv, clean, and organize EVERYDAY!!i really wanna go out and do something but i dont want to because im broke! it seriously sucks being this broke! ;/

well i have A LOT of time in my hands until jan and all other than the shit i do everyday.. i look at my school schedule and try to figure out what i want to take next year, i go on youtube and watch makeup/singing shit, and try to figure out what i want for xmas but i really dont know what i want.

im kinda glad for winter vacation but at the same time i really want to start school already. at first i couldnt wait until winter vacation cuz i was getting sooo sick of school.. taking classes that i dont really like and my teacher not showing up to class for a whole week.. its annoying.. but i cant wait to start classes next semester because im kinda excited.. i dont know why..

anyway im bored and im watching ladder 49.. i cry every time LOL!.. i wish it was 1130 already!