sore..

for some reason my body feels really sore. i cant even move an inch without moving. anyway before i begin my math homework i wanted to write because i thought about how weird my math teacher is! shes a little petite asian lady who does not look at her students. its so weird because when she faces the class to lecture shes always looking at peoples desks or the floor. its really distracting like i cant concentrate cause i just wanna look at what shes looking at! and once i stayed after class to ask her a question she didnt look at me the whole time i was infront of her. oo and she uses her peripherals alot because once i raised my hand when she was explaining something but she was looking at the other side of the room and, without looking my way, she said i see your hand ill get back to you. LOL! im like wtf MY YOURE WEIRD!!!

anyway enough about mrs. weirdo. i freaking hate math. i hate word problems, charts, and anything that as to do with math LOL!! i thought i would be done with math after college algebra. ehh oh well.. i'm listening to my A playlist which consists of dashboard confessional, rufio, the used, bloc party. etc.. rhay doesnt like it he thinks im mad at the world when i listen to it lol.

ugghh

i feel like im just wasting my time..

first day always suck!

actually the first week always suck!! getting let out early is always nice but not if you have a hour gap that turns into a 3 hour gap! ughh this day sucked! but im glad im home cuz i get to clean up and fix all my stuff.. anyway when i got home rhay assembled the dresser we got from ikea!! YIPPEE!!! im excited for it. lol. i hope the rest of the week doesnt go by slow... i couldnt really do anything my arm is still sore and bruised up..

soo something strange has happened.. well out of the blue.. so we'll see how that goes.. i'll give YOU the benefit of the doubt. after all you are still family... and here i was saying to myself and maybe other people.. that i just dont care anymore.. and i did think that but it was so sad that i started crying.. wtf. ew.

new year

its almost time for a new year and i really dont wanna be sick! ive been in bed drinking tea and tylenol like crazy! i hope i get better! i cant enjoy playing my wii!! haha jk but really.

but this up coming year things will be a little bit different.

moving?

so we got up early today to finish up a little xmas shopping and we found out one of our neighbors are moving.. and this is not just any neighbors.. its the loud big men neighbors. seriously. im kind of happy cuz they cause too much ruckus! anyway tomorrow is time for opening presents and i still havent wrapped mine! haha im waiting for tonight when rhay gets home. he was like ill put yours in a box and we can wrap together so you dont see yours and you can do the same too.. but what he doesnt know is that i already wrapped his haha in my home made box.. haha

ughh its only 4!.. im so anxious for rhay to get home! hes gonna be all mine for 4 days!! woohoo!!! we havent spent time together in a while.. i wanna go to disneyland lol

old days..

i really miss the good old days when i didnt have a care in the world..

just thinking....

so i just got a picture text from rhays mom and it was a picture of the front porch where she lives. it was snowing there and it looked so pretty i wish i was there to play in the snow!!

after that.. i was just thinking about mine and rhays conversation earlier about this past month... and he said.. sooner or later everything had to happen and good thing it happened now than later and everyones past it.. i dont care anymore.. my life is back to normal and im happy!