how can you be a friend when you dont feel like a friend? does that make sense?im trying to be a friend or a shoulder to cry on to someone when they call me up or vent out to me but sometimes i feel like they dont treat me like a friend. like they hide me. and then i think of this

haha... secret friends.. anyway.. i have a couple friends going through some things and its hard to give them advice, my opinion, my shoulder, or even just my ear when my mind is not really there.. its really hard to focus and be a friend when you yourself is having

issues. want to be there for them but all i can think about sometimes is "what am i gonna do about my issue" i just wanna go away and just forget about it.. can someone just take me to an island tie a hammock on two trees and let me sleep/rest on it and just be carefree from everything? i would love you forever... i promise. ehhhh...